vapid.

That is how I feel: flavourless, boring and dull. I feel like my brain is been faded out and my wit has slowed. I know this has come as a result of too much time on the computer and not enough time with other people and not enough time reading or studying, or simply stimulating my mind.

Therefore, I'm setting a rule for myself:

- recreational internet browsing is limited to a half hour a day.

- email first thing in the AM and last thing in the PM.

I need to start getting my mind's acuity back.

happiness is not a goal; it is a by-product.

Happiness means something different to everyone and everyone goes about achieving it in a different way. For me, personally, a moment of pure happiness is always a surprise; it happens on its own. I cannot go searching for it, I can't strive to be happy it is something that occurs by itself.

Happiness for me is this sense of weightlessness, a feeling of purity, calmness and of balance. I can't say why at any given moment I feel happy, I just feel it. Things just seem to align and I'll feel this shift in energy and pow: there is this undeniable sense of serenity. Always accompanied by this current of energy in my finger tips, my toes, my heart.

Happiness is this innate sense of support and love I get, obviously from my friends and family,but most importantly from myself. I have to always be there for myself first, the love and affection I receive is only to supplement what I have to give to myself. But I went have both, I feel as if I can achieve anything.